hey.
nothing much to blog.
just feel like blogging to my current mood right now.
one minute ago,
i felt so complete,
perfect,
happy.
now,
i feel lost without you.
knowing the fact we aren't together like we used to be,
makes my eyes filled with tears.
even as im typing now,
tears just keeps flowing .
the memories we had wasn't enough.
i won't say i regretted being with you.
hearing you say that you love me
is what i have been wishing for.
you don't know how bad im feeling right now.
the words you said to me hurts me like a millions of swords stabbing me .
i'm sorry for everything that makes you angry or whatever.
you're the first boyf that commented on my attitude.
when i treated you like my greatest treasure.
you didn't even bother asking me how i felt.
all you cared was yourself.
all this while,
there wasn't any feeling of love i felt.
i should have known .
i just wanna say.
i really loved you.
and i didn't want to let you go that easily.
i could have hold on to you ,
but something in me kept telling me to let go.
love cannot be forced.
don't treat me like ur special fren like we used to be in the past.
cause i don't wish to fall for you ever again.
i told you before.
to think carefully.
once you let me go,
i'll never fly back to you.
i know i will find someone better than you.
i hate everything of you.
i lost the smile i used to have .
but i will find it back.
sorry for the post.
i will post again when i feel happier.
bye.
--> Yuanming
--> Kent Ridge Secondary
--> 13 May 1994
--> I Entertain Retards , Like You (: